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Memories for the characters participating in this! Please let me know what you want and if you want more information, or if you want something not on this list (if you know the canon). I'm happy to write out passages to give you a better idea or provide links to youtube clips!

JON SNOW:

Thoughts, cravings, sensations:

-Cold; intense, irritating, bone-numbing cold!
-Jon is emo kid, so there are a lot of feelings of exclusion and loneliness, being lost, or being left out.
-While everyone keeps telling him he knows nothing, there are some feelings of yes I know this, especially from his Lord Commander days.

Memories

Good:
-Finding the direwolf puppies and Ghost back when he was tiny
-Don't tell Sansa and a hug from Arya, which basically makes his year
-Swordfighting practice with Robb - something he's actually good at

Neutral
-Becoming Lord Commander
-Sending Sam away and the "baby swap"
-Being told that the next time he meets his father, they'll talk about Jon's mother

BAD
-Finding out his father died and the flight south
-Killing the Halfhand
-Being told to leave when Bran was in a coma by Catelyn

DAPHNE MORALES-KOCCHAR

Thoughts, cravings, sensations

-She uses catnip as a recreational drug. Similar but different from weed, as it produces a slightly different kind of buzz.
-The feeling of power and ego, and pride, it's all very strong.
-Intense, unbridled rage.
-Thoughts of restraint, ideas about karma, the compulsion to try and not give into her instincts

Memories

Good
-A very pleasant conversation with her grandmother. Her grandmother is English, with a slight Indian accent over the British one. The conversation is basically about nothing, just her day.
-An extremely vivid memory of a sexual encounter with a man in an alleyway.
-Her promotion from just a contract editor to a contract negotiator. She works for a company that manages international gun trade and regulation so that will be part of this memory.
-A jungle in India, from the point of view of a tiger. There is a lot of joy in this one.

Neutral
-A plane trip. This will feature a moment of looking in the mirror in a bathroom stall - she'll be fourteen.
-Having a conversation with a well-dressed man about the benefit of wearing Jimmy Choos in London over Miu Mius. This conversation is sort of stupid and she pretty much gets that.
-Looking down from a tree on a hill, overlooking an orchard of oranges in Mexico. People are picking oranges, and she spots two people kissing against the trunk of one of the trees, illicitly.

Bad
-Being trapped in a tight, metal box. This memory smells bad, and it will feel like it's been days. When the box opens, she basically comes out and eats the people who kept her in there, so it's very, very violent.
-Killing a vampire in Los Angeles. Does not end in eating but does end with the girl who she found the vampire feeding on dying, too.
-Accidentally maiming a guy who she had been dating. The guy grabbed her by the wrist and she broke all the bones in his hand.

Annie Sawyer

Thoughts, cravings, sensations

-This intense feeling of love she feels for the people in her life life Mitchell and George, that's love and protection and there's a little fear there that she might get left behind.
-The fear from purgatory
-The smell of tea brewing
-The smell of Owen's cologne

Memories

Good
-Getting a job at the pub!
-Being seen (the first scene from the first episode, with the pizza guy)!
-Making fun of George for something undoubtedly stupid.

Neutral
-The infamous "house meeting" scene where Mitchell and George have breakdowns over "The Real Hustle"
-Losing her virginity. It is super awkward.
-The afternoon with Gil, the most ridiculous ghost from the 80s.

Bad
-THE NIGHT SHE DIED.
-Memories of purgatory. Getting shuffled from room to room, so on.
-Watching George's transformation. Please note that by the time this memory begins, it will be impossible to tell it's George. It finishes with Annie rentaghosting away.
-Saul. (basically this scene has some sexual harrassment and assault, please choose this accordingly.)

Seraphim Dias

Feelings, thoughts, cravings

-There is some intense musical stuff here. Like a lot of music, all the time.
-Fear of everything. No, really.
-Intense insomnia, for extra insomnia on top of insomnia.
-Some really complex math proofs may just appear in your character's head.

Memories

Good
-Singing. She will actually be the one singing as a soloist in the school choir!
-Messing around with her brother (who is PBed by the actor Louis Hunter) and putting makeup on him! Again, she'll be speaking in this!
-This one is from the TQ - it's flying with Sirius in the O2 gardens on makeshift brooms!

Neutral
-Math class. This one will be a boring math class that SHE finds boring.
-Writing out a long proof on a piece of butcher paper, one that she understands as music.
-Getting a speeding ticket. The cop will be staring at her boobs the whole time even though she's fifteen. I realize this can be uncomfortable, note that accordingly! Towards the middle her brother, riding in the passenger seat, tells him off, and he's too embarrassed to do anything, so he lets them off, and her brother says he's reporting the guy. She rattles off his badge number.

Bad
-Having her mother basically redo her room when she's out at school and turn it into a sewing room because her mother forgot she exists. That will be a really intense part of this particular memory - that people are forgetting she exists.
-Meeting angels. The ones in her world are pretty fucking terrifying - they are more along the biblical description, so you know, giant rings covered in eyes, that kind of shit.
-Hearing God's Voice. It's not pleasant.
-Her brother picking her up after a meeting with the school counselor and telling her to stop acting like such a freak and just talk already. She's basically feeling like nothing, in this particular memory.

AGAIN! if you want more details, anything else, please let me know. If we reserved something and you don't see it here just inform me (I probably left it out because we had discussed it!)

Comments

SERAPHIM DIAS

[chelicerae]

and here for Sera!

[steeled]

al...so neal

and faith oh god mici faith

stuff idk stuff and more stuff

[chelicerae]

aaaaa oh my god faith

and neal

yes them both

again same thing with Daphne I can make up stuff that's not on this list but tell me what you would like I'm about to hit your post up 8D

[steeled]

I WILL REPLY OVER THERE TOOOO

but any stage desires

[chuffle]

I think for Sera let's go with Stage 2 for the both of them?

[steeled]

that works for me, sold

[skindeep]

memories of her brother! and then she could share memories of his as well, basically adam being kind of distant and never looking at him and noah being unsettled by a face just like his looking like that.

[synanthrope]

YES I will write up a paragraph in the next week or so and leave it here for you with a memory of her brother! AND yes perfect I love the idea of distant Adam ;;

[skindeep]

i'll do the same! and he'll be so surprised to hear her speaking.

[theshabbiestofmen]

oh my god her mother forgetting her

AND ANGELS

and makeup

yes
i wish for all of these
if they're still open

[synanthrope]

If you want mother forgetting and angels you got it, I can give you another Grigori shenanigans, because Cee got the makeup but maybe when they're both kind of little and adorable stuff? I'll write up some paragraphs for you soon and leave them here if that works!

[theshabbiestofmen]

YES that would be wonderful. *A*

i. FORGETTING

[chelicerae]

You get home from school and you know something is wrong when you come in the door. The house is still the stupid dollhouse - the front room has always looked like what the White Rabbit's parlor in Alice in Wonderland must look like, with cutesy pastel upholstery and china everywhere. But something's missing. A sewing box, an antique sewing desk. Things haven't been this off with baubles since your dad left.

You drop your bag on the front step, and you go up to your room, and it's not your room anymore. It looks like something out of a magazine, perfectly proportioned, beautifully done, but you don't know how she did it in the eight hours from when you left until now.

You hear someone come up the stairs behind you - your mother, who has become increasingly distant, who has spoken to you less and less over the weeks since you lost your voice, and who brushes by you now like she doesn't see you to go into her new sewing room. You stamp your foot, as if to remind her you're there, and she looks at you, and -

It's strange, to have her look at you like you're a stranger. There is no recognition, there. "Are you here for Grigori?" she asks, which is gross and intensely cruel. "You should leave."

You just gape at her. You pick up the slate hanging from your wrist and write out, Ha, ha, what did you do to my room?

"You should leave," she says again, and blinks, squints at you, and you think, no, this isn't happening, before you run down the stairs, the thudding beating into your head. This isn't a nightmare, but it feels like one.

ii. The Archangel Gabriel

[chelicerae]

This is not the first time an angel has come to see you. The first one was the Metatron, but you don't think about that, about how you had to cover your head and how you couldn't scream.

This time, you are crossing the street when you see her. She is undeniably female, although that is the only thing you can really tell. She glows, like gold, like fire. There are no wings but instead spinning rings, concentric, one inside the other. At the same time there are three trees stretching from earth to Heaven, and at the same time is a woman whose face is so beautiful you can't look at it too long, a trumpet round her wrist, except she is no woman, no one looks like that, it is not a person's face. You know, then, how a demon must look, if an angel looks like what a demon should, and she opens her mouth-

Glory to the Throne, glory to God, is what you hear, even though you don't hear words. It's music, it's music that sings that, even as you want to run the other direction. The light is bright, blinding, but you're not blinded, you're just paralyzed in the street. Give up the Throne, little soul is the next blast of music, this one from the trumpet. Give up the Throne, little soul, do not pursue eternity, for you are destined to not be.

Someone smacks into you, because they don't see her, they don't feel the force of her personality, backed by the Kingdom of Heaven, trying to erase your soul because you were lucky - honored, the Metatron said - to host the Throne. The memory of your soul will last, he told you.

You cover your eyes and you can see the glow of her even on the ground in front of you. You don't cross the street. You know you look crazy, but you stay there, frozen, and you hear creation thrum around you. Someone pulls you out of the intersection.

iii. Grigori

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"Catch me!" you cry out, and it's a hot, sunny day, the height of summer. You're too old for this, really, you're twelve, he's twelve, and he's chasing you. Already he's taller than you, bigger, even though girls are supposed to shoot up first, Grigori beat you to it even though he's younger, he should be the small one.

It doesn't matter because you're zooming right into a line of sprinklers and the grass is cooler there, right away, and he's shying away, tripping, falling over one of the small hills and you're laughing. "You're terrible at this," you tell him, and reach over to get his hand. He grabs it, but instead of being pulled up he yanks you down, and you tumble onto the grass. You give out a shriek.

"Don't shout, you'll wake mom!" he laughs, but he's pushing you over as you're both getting soaked to the skin.

You roll your eyes, it's very adult of you, you think, and you push him. "Oaf," you say, and get up. "Want to go in? There's watermelon."

"Nope," he replies. "Go ahead, I'll catch up."

You look at him and you want to go in, but instead you just take a seat. "Nah," you reply. "I'll wait for you."

[iceboxed]

if you're okay with doubling up-

being forgotten by her mother is a big one. mostly cause it'll explain a WHOLE LOT to cas. also a little of the angel stuff maybe. but that's not such a big deal tbh cause he already knows angels in her world are assholes

[majestyofthethrone]

I will write up a scene for you with mama forgetting her, because it did happen over stages!

And one of angels although Cas can be :| unimpressed with these jerks.